So in the words of the Clash who perhaps sum up some thoughts for me, quoting them:
Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know!
This indecisions bugging me
If you dont want me, set me free
Exactly whom Im supposed to be
Dont you know which clothes even fit me?
Come on and let me know
Should I cool it or should I blow?
So the question now is do I stay with ******** or do I leave them in pursuit of that better opportunity? Normally I am not as open with my blog and thoughts as this post is. The job I have is good, it is stable and has been great to me, to my family. But I believe the the times are a changing and the paradigm has shifted.
I am looking outside the office and trying to find something that will restore my ability to pay my bills etc. I have been very fortunate that right now I have help, however this only lasts for so long, so I need to commit. So what do I do? I find this is something I am very torn over. I am however excited about a prospect that I have, the opportunity there is huge, and the folks I would work for / with are those I respect greatly.
So the clock is now ticking and I need to make that decision, should I stay or should I go now? If I go it means leaving the state. Closer to home and only one flight to get there. Lyd!!! Any thoughts here sis?
That is one heck of a choice….Well being closer to home would be better. …..Even though we have faced the fact that your family are unlikely to step foot on irish soil again cos the sheer volume of kids you decided to have would be a nightmare to transport, but it would make things easier for mom and i to visit, and even dad. But then that’s not a good reason to change job.
What will be the knock-on effects for your whole family? You guys have considered moving out of state before, so I guess as a whole you’re are probably still open to the idea.
It would be fantastic for you to work with/for people you greatly like and respect.
I’ve tried you on messenger, but you’re away, so i will call you soon.
Love you loads, xoxoxo